Clairewhispers

Endlessness

I've been suffering from the annoying allergy illness these weeks. The condition went much better off except I'm still having some light rash over my legs and body, which will need another one to two weeks to go off. I went back to the hospital today to see my biopsy report and also had my stitches out. The doctors from both hospitals couldn't figure out the exact reason for my disease. So I guess that's just it! (I reckon that's one of the reasons why I'm not in the mood now. It feels like you've been through a lot for not even knowing what would cause the whole suffering. And that's really irritating!)

Then, I had my stitches out, which was really a good thing because my family has been plannning to go to the beach at the south on this weekend. In that case, I can at least have some fun at the beach (although the doctor suggested me not to get much tan at this moment.) However, I guess the trouble never end. My wound actually cracked after I went back home. It's just hurting enough to see the wound bleeding which means I'll need to go through all of this AGAIN. So I was sent back to the hospital to have the operation, which gave me another "brand new" 8 stitiches. And this time, it'll take double time up to 2 weeks to have the wound grow back to recovery. That denotes my beach holiday has been destroyed already. What a bummer!

We couldn't call it off or postpone it to a later time due to the accommodation. I never know this could affect me so much, but I'm sooooooooo NOT in the mood for the trip now. I thought I could be more optimistic than this, but it's just hard this time. I guess I've been expecting the trip ages ago, and I'm just sick of all the trauma.

posted by Claire @ 11:21 PM